September vigilant

For now. Those two words. They're what I'm holding onto. This is what depression feels like for me. I feel isolated. I feel like no one is there. I feel like it's impossible for me to care. It feels like the world is crushing me. But those two words are still there. I feel isolated for now. I feel like no one is there for now. Etc. For now, it's a time to be vigilant and watch for when the time comes to open up again. Whether that's soon or very far in the future, this is a time to wait, watch and heal... For now.