Life

All right, so I've gotten a couple questions as far as why I ended up asking what kind of friends I have on Instagram. So here it is. There's something big coming. I don't know exactly what but something is coming. When people get closer to God, Satin takes more direct aim at them. He does so because he's scared. I have noticed huge growth in by Faith Life and in the faith lives of those around me. There's a spiritual storm brewing, and I need to know who I can rely on. I can't be trying to rely on half-assed "friends" that don't actually care about what happens to me. That's why I asked to know exactly where I stand with you. Again to clarify, this isn't something bad that's happening, it's something good. Still, things are going to get significantly harder so I need to know who is there for me no matter what.

Reignite recognition

Hanging out with a few friends has shown me a few things. I've heard plenty of stories of people in my friends lives who just simply aren't good people. This brought a realization that I still have a lot to offer. I think that it's time for me to open up maybe a little bit more to see what I can bring.

September vigilant

For now. Those two words. They're what I'm holding onto. This is what depression feels like for me. I feel isolated. I feel like no one is there. I feel like it's impossible for me to care. It feels like the world is crushing me. But those two words are still there. I feel isolated for now. I feel like no one is there for now. Etc. For now, it's a time to be vigilant and watch for when the time comes to open up again. Whether that's soon or very far in the future, this is a time to wait, watch and heal... For now.